Wait For You ....

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you& I'm wishing
That you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?


So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be


So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you


It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.


Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough


So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you


So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do


Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting .....

BFF.....

Sebelum nie aku ada sorang BFF , nama dia ______________  ... Kitorang rapat sangat-sangat ... Tapi , dalam sekelip mata , kitorang tak contact lagi .. Tak mesra macam dulu ... Dulu , dia selalu pujuk aku kalau aku menangis or merajuk ... Dia buat aku happy bila aku tengah moody ... Dia baik sangat dengan aku ... Tapi , tu dulu ... Aku rasa , tak mungkin kitorang akan jadi macam dulu ... Aku sayang sangat kat dia ... Kenapa semua nie terjadi ?? Kenapa orang tak leh tengok kitorang happy haa ??? Apa masalah korang ?? Benda yang takde jadi ada !! Sekarang , dia dah bencikan aku .. Puas laa hati korang yang KOTOR tuu ??? Mungkin ada hikmah disebalik semua nie .. Aku cuma nak dia tahu , aku tak pernah nak kotorkan nama dia .. Aku SAYANG giler kat dia !! Aku RINDUKAN kemesraan kitorang yang dulu .... Aku sunyi sangat-sangat ! ___ , kmk sayang ktk !!!! :'(

Just Read It !

Ibu bapa adalah insan yang telah banyak berjasa kepada kita ... Mereka mendidik , membesar , dan menyayangi kita tanpa mengeluh dan rasa jemu ... Mereka sanggup lakukan apa saja untuk melihat kita senang dan gembira ... Tetapi , sebagai se0rang anak , adakah kita juga sanggup berbuat demikian untuk membalas jasa mereka ??? Adakah kita sanggup berk0rban demi melihat mereka gembira ??? TIDAK ! Sebaliknya , kita sakiti hati mereka ... Kita derhaka dengan mereka .. Bahkan ada yang sanggup menyakiti mereka ... Pernahkah anda terfikir , bagaimana dengan diri anda jikalau suatu hari nanti , mereka akan pergi tinggalkan anda buat selama2nya ?? Bagaimana kalau anda tidak sempat mem0h0n ampun terhadap mereka ?? Tidak bukan ?? Jangan lah anda menyesal jikalau suatu hari nanti apabila anda balik ke rumah , anda melihat mayat mereka di usung ke dalam keranda ... Apakah perasaan anda jikalau itu berlaku .... 0leh itu , hargai mereka sementara mereka masih hidup .... Bak kata pepatah ; Sesal dahulu pendapatan , sesal kemudian tiada gunanya .. Renung2kanlah ... ^^,

Taken from Abg. Ali's friends

Many ppl have been asking me what happened so finally, here's a brief but I won't go into details of injuries: There were 6 of us at the Kpg. Giam coffee shop at Borneo Highlands turnoff. Then Abg. Ali arrived. I left the cafe first to head back to Kch. I then waited further up and 5 riders passed me including AA. I ca...ught up to perhaps 4 seconds behind them and decided to take it easy. I arrived at the blind corner on a hill no more than 8 secs after the crash. What happened I don't know but 4 bikes were down and all had hit the barrier. There were no other people around, just silence.

  

The crash occurred at 1120hrs. The first bike then turned around and came back and the last bike arrived at the scene soon after. All 4 riders were hurt but after checking I focused on AA to keep him awake as I could tell his was a head injury. I called the ambulance at approx. 1121 hrs and E...mergency service called me back at 1123hrs to reconfirm location. 3 ambulance vans arrived about 45 mins later and were very professional. Jack and Kelvin had left earlier in volunteer cars. Dennis was being taken into an ambulance and I left my bike and jumped in another ambulance to be with AA. I believe he could hear me telling him to fight as I saw response on the cardiogram each time I shouted. But he struggled and passed soon after we arrived at the hospital. The emergency services were very professional and did all they could. To Abg. Ali's family and all his biking friends, I'm so sorry.

Tragedi 22/8/2010 bersamaan 12 ramadhan

Nama meq Nur Farina .. D0l0k meq sk0lah kt SMK Pending tapi dha b'pindah ke SMK Tr0picana pada tahun 2010 sbab laz year kmk bnyk p0lah hal kat sk0lah yha .. Kmk pindah pun atas desakan bapak meq .. D0l0k kmk x pernah nak dengar katanya .. Meq slalu bulak nya .. Padah pegi sk0lah tapi sbnarnya pegi ke pasa .. Lepak ngn kwn ... Kmk sentiasa p0lah nya manas .. Sakit hati .. Smpey pernah skali nya pengsan gara2 kmk ... D0l0k meq slalu lawan kata nya , kurang aja ngn nya ... Walaupun meq cm yha , Allah jak twuk betapa syg nya kmk ngn nya .... laz meq temunya pada 8/8/2010 ... Masa yha nya bruk jak balit dari Dubai .. 9/8 nya balit kuching .. sepatutnya , nya tid0 kat Tune H0tel tapi meq paksa nya tid0 kat umah aunty meq mlm yha .. Meq sa pelik bila ngga nya ... Badan nya susut , kulit nya pun kdak warna kunin tanah .. meq dyam jak .. Xbrani teg0 ... Mlm yha nya mbak meq pg rest0ran fav0urite meq. .. Meq teman nya makan .. Nang bez lha tyme yha .. Bel0ya lha meq dwak .. Mcm2 jak d crita meq ngn nya ... T'ubat juak rindu meq .. Nya belikan c0klat Fererr0 r0cher utk kmk .. kmk x sentuh pun c0klat yha ... Syg bha .. Hehe ..

Es0k pagi nya , nya berangkat pg ke airp0rt lam k0l 4 pagi . Sblum pergi , nya agak meq lam bilit .. Berik duit 70 rggit utk meq blanja ... Kak yha , nya pesan ' mun bapak xdha , jaga dirik ' . Kejut meq nya madah dakyha .. Xprnah2 nya madah dakyha ngn kmk .. Yg buat meq kejut , nya cium pipi n dahi kmk .. Kmk asa terharu gilak ... Meq ingat nya x syg kmk ... pas mggu yha , nya bnyk berubah .. Nya jarang k0l kmk ... Kmk pun heran .. Maybe nya busy ... Smpai lha 22/8 yha tewk .. Tyme yha meq tlg mak meq p0lah kek lapis .. Mak meq klua beli brg .. Hp d tggal.. Jawab la tewk.. Upa2 nya kwn bapak meq.. Nya mdh , 'n0 , taq pdh sl0w2 ngn mak taq , bapak taq accident kt puncak b0rne0' .. Lepas meq dgr yha , meq asa palak meq blank jak .. Xpat padah pha2 gik .. Meq trus crik mak kmk .. Meq pdh ngn mak meq n mak meq lu ajak pulang .. Ptg yha juak meq 0rg balit kchg .. Meq ingat meq sempat temu nya .. Rupa2 nya , dlm k0l 2 , meq tnyk mak meq , bapak 0k x ?? Mak meq terus padah , BAPAK K0 DHA XDHA .. Ya Allah .. Betapa gelapnya dunia meq bila dgr nya dha xda ... Kmk call usu meq , nya pun trdiam jak .. Nya x sanggup nak madah ngn kmk .. Kmk call adik meq , nya pun madah benda yg sama ... Ya Allah ... Kmk x Sempat nak mntak ampun ngn nya .. Knak nya pergi scepat yha ??? baruk meq sedar betapa bnyk nya d0sa kmk ngn nya .... Mun masa dapat d undur gik , kmk xkn prnah sakitkn hatinya ..... X sempat nak beraya ngn nya ..... Tapi apakn daya .. ya takdir Allah ... Hidup mesti d teruskn.. Apa yg dpt kmk buat hanyalah berd0a agarnya tenang di alam nun .....  

P/s : pada cpa2 yg baca n0te t0wk , pliz lha .. Jgn sesekali sakitkn hati mak bapak kita .. Kita x twuk bila cdak akn pergi tggalkn kita ... Dgr kata cdak.. Jgn melawan ... Jgn jadi mcm kmk .. Nyesal pun x dha guna gik .... T_T

TQ ... <3 <3 <3